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A list of the stuff I've uploaded in the past ~
- Location:Home
It has been a while since I posted, just want to update my friends who are still in the fandom... or at least, friends who are still checking LJ.
I don't know when it happened or how it happened, but I have somewhat crashed into Kpop territory. Not completely of course, I can't stand all the ~*dramaz*~, JE drama seems so tame in comparison, there are crazy fangirls and there are crazy fangirls. Just discovered the amazingness of one single Kpop group that in some ways remind me of Eito. So now I've got one foot in Kpop, another in Jpop, the rest of me still belongs to Chinese pop of course (五月天的孩子都在跳舞).
My new Kpop love is... Super Junior.
Was that anti-climatic?? XD
Lol, my rl friends' expressions when I told them that I was fangirling Suju are still very fresh in my mind. I guess it'll never change, ten years ago it was Backstreet Boys, then 'N Sync, then Westlife. Ten years down the road it is JE, then SM Entertainment. Old habits die hard no??
Suju reminds me of Eito some ways - both groups are amazing in variety shows, they don't keep to the whole idol image thing, there are so many members XD. I am not comparing them actually, two groups are actually very, very different, but these little similarities are the reasons why I took a second look at Suju rather than dismissing them as another little Kpop group (like I dismissed DBSK, TSHK or whatever acronyms they have now).
I made more progress as a budding Kpop fangirl in 1 month than the 3+ years I spent as a Jpop fangirl. I am making my way to Bangkok in November to catch Super Junior live in concert. I guess the best thing about Korean artists is that they actively break into overseas markets and hold regular concerts all over. It was pretty easy to score tickets for Super Junior Show II, I don't have to be an official fan or ballot or auction and overcome all the whatnot barriers that JE put up to screw fangirls who are not residing in Japan.
Despite all this, I still have Eito's poster in front of my desk at home. Nothing will ever come close to all the fangirling things I have done for Eito in the past 3 years. Stayed up all night to wait for downloads of Mste, paying through my nose to ship in Eito's DVDs and CDs from Japan, spend hours to do up picspams, scour the net for pictures, news and every single little detail about Eito, learn Japanese, what the heck I was even inspired to move to Japan!
Now... I don't know what's the purpose of this post really, many of my friends are no longer active, I got cut by some friends, those who still hang around are JE fans who truly withstood the test of time who probably will not be interested in Kpop at all D: I guess the little sense of betrayal I have towards Eito prompted me to write this. Yep, strange but not strange at the same time.
Also, I think I am a little disappointed and sad knowing that I'll probably never have the chance to catch Eito live in concert - since chances of them holding a concert out of Japan is close to zilch. And even if they do, I bet it'll too expensive for me to go (unless it's Bangkok :Dv)
Anyway, it will probably be quite some time before I post again, just to let everybody know I still do look through my friends page regularly, but I am lurking now. All the best everybody :D
P.S. Toda & Hina is the most adorable couple ever, I don't know who is luckier really ^____^
I don't know when it happened or how it happened, but I have somewhat crashed into Kpop territory. Not completely of course, I can't stand all the ~*dramaz*~, JE drama seems so tame in comparison, there are crazy fangirls and there are crazy fangirls. Just discovered the amazingness of one single Kpop group that in some ways remind me of Eito. So now I've got one foot in Kpop, another in Jpop, the rest of me still belongs to Chinese pop of course (五月天的孩子都在跳舞).
My new Kpop love is... Super Junior.
Was that anti-climatic?? XD
Lol, my rl friends' expressions when I told them that I was fangirling Suju are still very fresh in my mind. I guess it'll never change, ten years ago it was Backstreet Boys, then 'N Sync, then Westlife. Ten years down the road it is JE, then SM Entertainment. Old habits die hard no??
Suju reminds me of Eito some ways - both groups are amazing in variety shows, they don't keep to the whole idol image thing, there are so many members XD. I am not comparing them actually, two groups are actually very, very different, but these little similarities are the reasons why I took a second look at Suju rather than dismissing them as another little Kpop group (like I dismissed DBSK, TSHK or whatever acronyms they have now).
I made more progress as a budding Kpop fangirl in 1 month than the 3+ years I spent as a Jpop fangirl. I am making my way to Bangkok in November to catch Super Junior live in concert. I guess the best thing about Korean artists is that they actively break into overseas markets and hold regular concerts all over. It was pretty easy to score tickets for Super Junior Show II, I don't have to be an official fan or ballot or auction and overcome all the whatnot barriers that JE put up to screw fangirls who are not residing in Japan.
Despite all this, I still have Eito's poster in front of my desk at home. Nothing will ever come close to all the fangirling things I have done for Eito in the past 3 years. Stayed up all night to wait for downloads of Mste, paying through my nose to ship in Eito's DVDs and CDs from Japan, spend hours to do up picspams, scour the net for pictures, news and every single little detail about Eito, learn Japanese, what the heck I was even inspired to move to Japan!
Now... I don't know what's the purpose of this post really, many of my friends are no longer active, I got cut by some friends, those who still hang around are JE fans who truly withstood the test of time who probably will not be interested in Kpop at all D: I guess the little sense of betrayal I have towards Eito prompted me to write this. Yep, strange but not strange at the same time.
Also, I think I am a little disappointed and sad knowing that I'll probably never have the chance to catch Eito live in concert - since chances of them holding a concert out of Japan is close to zilch. And even if they do, I bet it'll too expensive for me to go (unless it's Bangkok :Dv)
Anyway, it will probably be quite some time before I post again, just to let everybody know I still do look through my friends page regularly, but I am lurking now. All the best everybody :D
P.S. Toda & Hina is the most adorable couple ever, I don't know who is luckier really ^____^
- Location:Singapore
- Mood:
happy - Music:Super Junior - Sorry Sorry
Hey to anyone who's reading! Just as I about to become one of the countless fangirls who silently disappear from the fandom, from LJ, here I am back again :Dv
Can't quite believe it is already August, the past few months had been pretty crazy, I've probably experienced more emotions the last few months than my previous 23 years combined XD Life's gotten a little slower lately, I have the luxury of visitng LJ every other day to see how the fandom is going. I must say the lack of wank in je_secrets is surprising and almost disappointing... cause fandom wank makes the world goes round >.< Nah, it's just hilarious how fangirls get their panties in a twist over some random anon secret.
So I've heard the new song and heard the news that a new DVD is in the works, gosh, when was the last time I bought Eito's stuff?? Okaayy... when was the last time they actually come up with something for me to buy? Musekinin must be a few thousand years ago no? Anyway, hopefully the video posted on Eden is the actual A-side single that will be released, I am really liking the melody though I could barely hear the singing :D
I will be off to Beijing for a holiday in a few weeks time, can't wait, hopefully news and information about Eito's single and DVD will be heating up by then (fingers crossed). The second half of 2009 will be good, take care everybody ^3^
Can't quite believe it is already August, the past few months had been pretty crazy, I've probably experienced more emotions the last few months than my previous 23 years combined XD Life's gotten a little slower lately, I have the luxury of visitng LJ every other day to see how the fandom is going. I must say the lack of wank in je_secrets is surprising and almost disappointing... cause fandom wank makes the world goes round >.< Nah, it's just hilarious how fangirls get their panties in a twist over some random anon secret.
So I've heard the new song and heard the news that a new DVD is in the works, gosh, when was the last time I bought Eito's stuff?? Okaayy... when was the last time they actually come up with something for me to buy? Musekinin must be a few thousand years ago no? Anyway, hopefully the video posted on Eden is the actual A-side single that will be released, I am really liking the melody though I could barely hear the singing :D
I will be off to Beijing for a holiday in a few weeks time, can't wait, hopefully news and information about Eito's single and DVD will be heating up by then (fingers crossed). The second half of 2009 will be good, take care everybody ^3^
- Location:Singapore, City
I haven't posted in... 20 million years?
Age has caught up with me and I am busy with all things old people do, like work D:
Gosh how I miss my schooling days when I can bum around and be a 24/7 lurker on LJ.
Still keeping up with Eito activities now and then, not with the same type of buring passion I had previously but... once an Eighter, always an Eighter. I haven't order the new album yet, nor Flat Five Flowers DVD, nor calendar, in fact I have not ordered anything Eito related for a very long time. Somehow I have become more tight fisted ever since I started working, when I actually have more $$ now than I was as a poor student (-_-)|||
I am flying off to Hong Kong tomorow, for fun and laughter, peace and joy!! A holiday from my lousy job. I really do indeed have a craptacular job, with shit-faced colleagues and a spineless manager - they reduce me to an autistic rage on a daily basis. My only motivation to work is some random cute guy whom I steal peeks at regularly throughout the day. I don't think it is necessary to explain how sad that is....I am planning to do some serious Eito loving in the form online shopping when I come from HK, degree of loving depends on the damage HK will do on my bank account :Dv
April is going to be a very important month, in fact my entire well being and mood for the rest of my life... ok, maybe just the rest of the year, depends on what happens in April. Ever get the feeling that if you actually spill the beans on what could potentially happen, it will somehow jinx the whole thing and will not happen at all? Not making alot of sense here... but details to be announced when the thing that I hope will happen... actually happens ^3^
I am not sure if I can ever go back to the days when I keep up with the fandom and updated LJ regularly (was there ever such a time when I did that?) Just want to say I will always be in the fandom, there will never come a time when I stop liking Eito, or completely disappear from LJ. To all the wonderful ladies on my f-list, and guys impersonating as ladies, take care and see you around ^^b
Age has caught up with me and I am busy with all things old people do, like work D:
Gosh how I miss my schooling days when I can bum around and be a 24/7 lurker on LJ.
Still keeping up with Eito activities now and then, not with the same type of buring passion I had previously but... once an Eighter, always an Eighter. I haven't order the new album yet, nor Flat Five Flowers DVD, nor calendar, in fact I have not ordered anything Eito related for a very long time. Somehow I have become more tight fisted ever since I started working, when I actually have more $$ now than I was as a poor student (-_-)|||
I am flying off to Hong Kong tomorow, for fun and laughter, peace and joy!! A holiday from my lousy job. I really do indeed have a craptacular job, with shit-faced colleagues and a spineless manager - they reduce me to an autistic rage on a daily basis. My only motivation to work is some random cute guy whom I steal peeks at regularly throughout the day. I don't think it is necessary to explain how sad that is....I am planning to do some serious Eito loving in the form online shopping when I come from HK, degree of loving depends on the damage HK will do on my bank account :Dv
April is going to be a very important month, in fact my entire well being and mood for the rest of my life... ok, maybe just the rest of the year, depends on what happens in April. Ever get the feeling that if you actually spill the beans on what could potentially happen, it will somehow jinx the whole thing and will not happen at all? Not making alot of sense here... but details to be announced when the thing that I hope will happen... actually happens ^3^
I am not sure if I can ever go back to the days when I keep up with the fandom and updated LJ regularly (was there ever such a time when I did that?) Just want to say I will always be in the fandom, there will never come a time when I stop liking Eito, or completely disappear from LJ. To all the wonderful ladies on my f-list, and guys impersonating as ladies, take care and see you around ^^b
- Location:Singaproe
- Music:GReeeeN - 刹那
Our Rangers passed the 300k mark for Musekinin Hero, bring out the fireworks and let's jive!!!
( Cut for fun & laughter, Eito & awesomeness! )
( Cut for fun & laughter, Eito & awesomeness! )
- Location:Singapore
- Music:Subaru+Yasu - desire
October is going to be a great month, with Eito releasing a single, their new show starting, appearance on Domoto Kyodai. I do hope we will get to see them on MS again around the release date, and hopefully on other shows like Heyx3 and Utaban. I watched NEWS appearance on MS for the lulz, I've been hearing about their crappy new song and Yamapi hideous hair, I have got to see it for myself exactly how bad it was.... well, I have to say I am not at all disappointed XD
Of course October is going to be great month for other amazing reasons too, I don't really talk about my love for Mandopop since LJ is obviously my JE fangirling blog, but both Jay Chou and Mayday are coughing up new albums in October *squeeeeaaal* Jay rolling out his spanking new yearly album, Capricorn, with the usual red carpet, hype and of course drama - the entire album has already been leaked and Jay is going to sue D: Mayday is also releasing their first studio album in nearly two years, not as dramatic as Jay but equally anticipated ^^ Any Mayday fans in f-list? Click here to read an excellent commentary about Mayday's music.
I am so going to be broke, that's three editions of Eito's single, one Jay Chou album, one Mayday album, not counting albums that I have been wanting to get my hands on but couldn't find D: But at least I will be happily broke fangirl o(^3^)o
Currently watching Heart of Greed II: Moonlight Resonance, thanks to the pimping by
joannakuang. I am addicted too, it has been a long time since I've enjoyed a TVB drama this much ^3^ I am 75% through the show, going to spend the better part of my Sunday completing the series. Cheers for more Raymond Lam, he is possibly my favourite TVB actor at the moment ^3^
Of course October is going to be great month for other amazing reasons too, I don't really talk about my love for Mandopop since LJ is obviously my JE fangirling blog, but both Jay Chou and Mayday are coughing up new albums in October *squeeeeaaal* Jay rolling out his spanking new yearly album, Capricorn, with the usual red carpet, hype and of course drama - the entire album has already been leaked and Jay is going to sue D: Mayday is also releasing their first studio album in nearly two years, not as dramatic as Jay but equally anticipated ^^ Any Mayday fans in f-list? Click here to read an excellent commentary about Mayday's music.
I am so going to be broke, that's three editions of Eito's single, one Jay Chou album, one Mayday album, not counting albums that I have been wanting to get my hands on but couldn't find D: But at least I will be happily broke fangirl o(^3^)o
Currently watching Heart of Greed II: Moonlight Resonance, thanks to the pimping by
- Location:Singapore
- Music:Jay Chou - 稻香
I barely have time to get all fangirly and excited about news of Eito's spanking new single before it is available for download on Eden already ^3^
Well, what do you guys think of the song??
As usual, I am a little disappointed that it is fast song, I would really like an Osaka Rainy Blue-ish kinda single, I think I've been saying this for the last, erm, 4 singles. Musekinin Hero sounds like an anime opening theme song to me, but overall it is not bad, I think it will grow on me after a few more listens. I don't know why I keep thinking about Nintama Rantarou when I play the song XD
So we will get to see Eito on Domoto Kyoudai, yay for Kansai goodness, they will also be in Music Station and then there's the new variety show coming up. Gosh, finally we are getting some real action for Eito, it has been a lonely half year without anything substantial for the online fangirls who can't go to their concerts and barely understand their weekly variety shows.
Alright, now I just need to stalk cdjapan and amazon for the pre-orders to be out
o(^3^)o
Well, what do you guys think of the song??
As usual, I am a little disappointed that it is fast song, I would really like an Osaka Rainy Blue-ish kinda single, I think I've been saying this for the last, erm, 4 singles. Musekinin Hero sounds like an anime opening theme song to me, but overall it is not bad, I think it will grow on me after a few more listens. I don't know why I keep thinking about Nintama Rantarou when I play the song XD
So we will get to see Eito on Domoto Kyoudai, yay for Kansai goodness, they will also be in Music Station and then there's the new variety show coming up. Gosh, finally we are getting some real action for Eito, it has been a lonely half year without anything substantial for the online fangirls who can't go to their concerts and barely understand their weekly variety shows.
Alright, now I just need to stalk cdjapan and amazon for the pre-orders to be out
o(^3^)o
- Music:Kanjani8 - Musekinin Hero
So Ryo-chan made it onto the local magazines in a totally unglamorous way...
( ... as NEWS's Nishikido Ryo )
( ... as NEWS's Nishikido Ryo )
- Location:Singapore
- Mood:
bitchy
After more than three years of serving me faithfully, my glasses have now passed on to a better world, where there are no horrible owners who carelessly throw them on the table, or forget to give them a bath for days in a row, or use the edge of their shirt to wipe them clean and then accidentally ripping their fragile body into half.
- Location:Singapore
- Mood:
sad - Music:Sodagreen - 陪我歌唱
I haven't been checking
kanjani8 as frequently as I had in the past, because frankly it's rare to see interesting posts, I can get the downloads somewhere else, not really into icons and other random stuff. So yes, I have been frolicking in the Chinese fandom when I want to fangirl and been amusing myself with random hobbies when I am not in the mood for fangirling.
I saw the hate meme, do I see Eden wank?
Then I saw
je_secrets, do I see more wank?!
Then I checked
kanjani8, oh gosh, there really is a whole bunch of wank (-_-)|||
I have not closely followed the details of the switch in moderators and all random moderators issues that followed.
But geez, what's with all the wank all of a sudden??
Are fangirls that bored that they need wank to amuse themselves... K8 needs to release a single fast to keep fangirls occupied so we can all be spared from the drama D:
I saw the hate meme, do I see Eden wank?
Then I saw
Then I checked
I have not closely followed the details of the switch in moderators and all random moderators issues that followed.
But geez, what's with all the wank all of a sudden??
Are fangirls that bored that they need wank to amuse themselves... K8 needs to release a single fast to keep fangirls occupied so we can all be spared from the drama D:
- Location:Home
- Mood:
amused - Music:Sodagreen - 是我的海
I spent the better part of the day reformatting my computer because [insert random stupid pc problem]
*starts spewing curses at Microsoft*
So anyway, pc blues aside.
What is it I heard about my dear Shibuyan having a solo concert, a real, Subaru-only solo concert?? Not that I have anything against Kura-kun, but a solo con is not truly SOLO when there are two rangers running around. Kyaaa... so excited! I wanna goooooOoOooooo!!!! All the solo songs that Baru will sing, gosh, I hope he sings Pray again! Fancam, fancam, I want the fancams now!!! *goes into random fangirl spasm*
Yoko rumoured to be lead in a new drama? Has the rumour been debunked already? As much as I would like Yokocho to be the lead, it feels unlikely ne? Since we all know how much 'attention' our Rangers usually get, amazing stuff like this can't be trusted until it is carved into stone by a titanium sword. Speaking of our beloved Black Ranger, he's looking very spiffy with Yasu in Tetsuwan Dash in suits. There's just something about guys in suits that I can't resist ^3^
Our Rangers have not release a single for a very long time. While the news of dramas, concerts and stuff makes me happy, I still do want a new single or album. It's one of the few things I can purchase and enjoy that makes me feel truly like an Eighter. I don't know if anybody feels the same way, but fangirling through the pc is really a limited experience, unable to go for concerts, unable to watch them live or on TV, not having friends in RL who will squeal with me about Eito. *weeeeeeps* I want single, want want want!!!
All right, a little of RL.
I am still unemployed D:
*starts spewing curses at Microsoft*
So anyway, pc blues aside.
What is it I heard about my dear Shibuyan having a solo concert, a real, Subaru-only solo concert?? Not that I have anything against Kura-kun, but a solo con is not truly SOLO when there are two rangers running around. Kyaaa... so excited! I wanna goooooOoOooooo!!!! All the solo songs that Baru will sing, gosh, I hope he sings Pray again! Fancam, fancam, I want the fancams now!!! *goes into random fangirl spasm*
Yoko rumoured to be lead in a new drama? Has the rumour been debunked already? As much as I would like Yokocho to be the lead, it feels unlikely ne? Since we all know how much 'attention' our Rangers usually get, amazing stuff like this can't be trusted until it is carved into stone by a titanium sword. Speaking of our beloved Black Ranger, he's looking very spiffy with Yasu in Tetsuwan Dash in suits. There's just something about guys in suits that I can't resist ^3^
Our Rangers have not release a single for a very long time. While the news of dramas, concerts and stuff makes me happy, I still do want a new single or album. It's one of the few things I can purchase and enjoy that makes me feel truly like an Eighter. I don't know if anybody feels the same way, but fangirling through the pc is really a limited experience, unable to go for concerts, unable to watch them live or on TV, not having friends in RL who will squeal with me about Eito. *weeeeeeps* I want single, want want want!!!
All right, a little of RL.
I am still unemployed D:
- Mood:
blank - Music:Rihanna - Take a bow
亮すば
Remember the one RyoSuba picspam that I did a looong time ago?? It’s time for a revision!
Not a lot of loving from RyoSuba recently, either that or I’ve not been paying enough attention.
( ♥RyoSuba♥ )
- Location:Home
- Music:Exile - Together
I've been back for a couple of days already, bummed around unpacking my goodies and uploading pictures, and basically trying to get over jet lag and catch up with everything I've missed for the past three weeks, including fangirling of course ^^
( Cut for fun & laughter, peace & joy!! )
( Cut for fun & laughter, peace & joy!! )
- Location:Home
- Mood:
energetic - Music:GReeeeN - Kiseki
So I was reading the papers this morning and managed to glimpse this album review for NEWS Pacific in the local papers.
- Location:Home
- Mood:
hungry - Music:Don Mclean - American Pie
Popping by LJ to say hi to everybody on my f-list and lurkers (if any), I am alive and well!!
Just had my Final Year Project presentation yesterday. I am kinda worried about not doing as well as expected since the questions were pretty unexpected. Boo~ nothing much I can do about it right now so I'll just not worry about it anymore. Examinations in a week's time, barely cracked open my notes yet. I really need to ganbare this time, my last ever examinations in the course of my formal education ^^
Seriously, I can't wait for exams, can't wait for graduation!!!
Despite the urgent need to study, I've watched the first episode of at least 6 new animes for the spring season. Lol, I thought my anime watching days were pretty much over, but I guess it just took a back seat for a while. Can't say I'm hooked onto any new series yet, probably just xxxHolic, I love Clamp's work and xxxHolic is one of my favourite ^^
I can sense the spazzing over Last Friends all over but still haven't got around to watching it yet. I don't know... I am not a fan of Ryo's acting or Masami, but I like Eita and Ueno Juri (yay Nodame!!), will probably give it a go some time after my exams end.
Anyway, hope everybody is well too.
It's April!!!
April is the best month of the year!!!
P.S. Anybody heard Shuchishin?? So annoying and catchy at the same time. Don't mind, don't mind~
Just had my Final Year Project presentation yesterday. I am kinda worried about not doing as well as expected since the questions were pretty unexpected. Boo~ nothing much I can do about it right now so I'll just not worry about it anymore. Examinations in a week's time, barely cracked open my notes yet. I really need to ganbare this time, my last ever examinations in the course of my formal education ^^
Seriously, I can't wait for exams, can't wait for graduation!!!
Despite the urgent need to study, I've watched the first episode of at least 6 new animes for the spring season. Lol, I thought my anime watching days were pretty much over, but I guess it just took a back seat for a while. Can't say I'm hooked onto any new series yet, probably just xxxHolic, I love Clamp's work and xxxHolic is one of my favourite ^^
I can sense the spazzing over Last Friends all over but still haven't got around to watching it yet. I don't know... I am not a fan of Ryo's acting or Masami, but I like Eita and Ueno Juri (yay Nodame!!), will probably give it a go some time after my exams end.
Anyway, hope everybody is well too.
It's April!!!
April is the best month of the year!!!
P.S. Anybody heard Shuchishin?? So annoying and catchy at the same time. Don't mind, don't mind~
- Location:Home
- Mood:
energetic - Music:林志炫 - 离人
#1 When I am too close to the screen, I notice things I probably won't notice when watching the same thing on terebi

- Location:Home
- Mood:
weird - Music:Mario & Nesty - Never Say Goodbye
I am like super late in catching the NHK performance
I was expecting more rabu from RyoBaru, not disappointed ^3^


Stolen from XQ
I am not used to calling Ryo and Baru as Baryo because mainly I think Ryo is the seme in the pairing, just can't picture it in my mind Ryo being bottom with Baru, lol.
Ryo = 年下攻, 复黑攻
Baru= 女王受, 大叔受
P.S. Niki I saw your messages in the RS board, rofl, I was wondering who left English messages over there till I saw the nick XD
I was expecting more rabu from RyoBaru, not disappointed ^3^


Stolen from XQ
I am not used to calling Ryo and Baru as Baryo because mainly I think Ryo is the seme in the pairing, just can't picture it in my mind Ryo being bottom with Baru, lol.
Ryo = 年下攻, 复黑攻
Baru= 女王受, 大叔受
P.S. Niki I saw your messages in the RS board, rofl, I was wondering who left English messages over there till I saw the nick XD
- Location:Home
- Mood:
cheerful - Music:Angela - Aurora


